Perfect people

I watched a video of the engagement of two people I used to know tonight. I try really hard not to look at the fun lives people I know have. Because since day one I have been monumentally good at hooking up with people who sup all the enthusiasm and enjoyment from my life.

I am just a terrible judge of people and have always put other people’s happiness before my own. I am not selfish in that respect. And I have paid for it at every turn.

So when I see people who have perfect, happy lives and normal relationships it blows my mind. Because I don’t understand how that happens. And if it does, how long does it last?

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All you need to know about me is on my posts. Right now, things are quiet. I'm trying to get back into blogging. Time - where is all the time!!!!

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